Don't come in

Sometimes I worry that I'm 24 years old and I've never dated anyone. When I was younger, I was a little overweight. I have memeories of not wanting to dance at school dances for fear that the boys would feel my fleshiness. I remember crying in store dressing rooms, and self-consciously hiding under layers of clothing on hot summer afternoons. Socially, I had plenty of friends but usually had my guard up so that no one would know how sensitive I really was. Since then I've lost 60 pounds. I lood great. I'm a 5'9 135 pound athletic blonde. I probably receive more positive attention from men than many others. Still, I'm 24 years old and I've never dated anyone. Physically, the hefty part of my life is years behind me, but it's a part of me nonetheless. It caused me to develope tough skin. I guess I just have problems really letting anyone in.